I Need Help, Please. I’m Desperate.?

Question by rocket: I need help, please. I’m desperate.?
They’re going to try to admit me today. They’ve got all they need to do it… but I don’t want to go. I am terrified and confused and I don’t want to lose any of my “options.” I am just so f-cking scared. I finally patched things up between me and a very close friend/mentor/employer, and life has seemed to have gotten better.

But it hasn’t. I still feel like sh-t and I still want to die. It never seems to go away, and I started acting on it again two days ago. I get to feeling so out of control, but I don’t know what to do.

Bottom line is that I don’t want to get admitted again. I don’t remember a damn thing about the last time, and I don’t care to refresh my memory.

What can I do to convince them NOT to admit me? Help, please! :( I am so f-cking screwed.

17 yo, bipolar II, in weekly/bi-weekly psychiatric treatment, on medication. Previous suicide attempts, hospitalizations. I am sick of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am atheist and cannot even begin to try to force God-talk down my throat. Thanks though.

Will be admitted for active suicidality and self-harm in relation to suicidality.

Best answer:

Answer by Regina
My dear friend, please call out to God !! I am praying that you will see the Lord is your answer. Get a Bible and read it, ask the Lord into your heart, seek out a Pastor and talk with him. Trust the Lord – He loves you dearly. I pray for the mercies of God to enfold you right this instant, and to keep and deliver you. In the Name of the Lord Jesus, I pray for you.

Answer by chanelm187
Well by the sound of your letter, you need to be admitted. You have had several suicide attempts and you are only 17!!! Just go and get it over with. If you exibit those types of behaviors and get caught you are gonna get locked up!!!!

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